i was in conversation with
a couple of my friends that i trust
when i quickly realised
that they all wanted to adjust
me and every single thing i do
and every single thought i have.
i thought, god damn,
should i cry or should i laugh?
i mean, i'm somewhere in between;
i'm in two minds; yeah, you could say
that i'm both sad and happy
and both here and far away;
i'm in the middle of the road;
some say i'm on the fence,
but i'm just watching the melodrama
from a distance; it's intense.
i'm in haven,
doing all i can but still misbehavin'.