I kind of miss that nomad scene startup where you are living in a foreign place to start a business from your laptop and also a minimalist. It's interesting to think about how the space was only known by a few and now everyone is almost living that life. Yet, I became detached to the movement. Suddenly, everyone is now doing work from home and is transitioning to become a remote worker.
I don't know what has happened. I am not satisfied with the life I pursued since I was 18 years old. Today I woke up feeling like " what should I do next?", " where would I go?", " Do I have enough confidence to apply for more jobs?" to be honest, these days I don't feel like I could do jobs.
My confidence is as small as a plankton living in the vast of the ocean. I do not know if I really have any skills that could be transferable into some kind of position. I don't know if I could tolerate people enough to work since I love working alone. I remembered that one time when I was out of my mind. I suddenly loved people and I could work in teams. That one time, it felt like I had all the confidence to just strike a conversation and landing me opportunities the very next day. Nowadays, I shrink to a plankton size.
I think it's a great time for me to start reconsidering my life once more. I came home being depressed of my past and missed the comfort of home. Now I am going back to a hustle, nomad mode. Living away from my comfort zone is definitely kicking my survival skills again. It's like every time I wake up, I remind myself that I still need to get that penthouse instead of living in an adjacent cottage. But being home, that survival skill doesn't really kick in since I practically have my own room and the house will be mine.
The first thing that I want to reconsider is my portfolio. I have been away from the trading world and I haven't really dig into it since early 2021. So far, I just do whatever and didn't really care to make much of a profit like I used to. These days, if you know the right words to say, there are plenty opportunities out there. I wonder if I could try somewhere again anywhere and be like, " hey I am a newbs/plebs, teach me senpai uwu" .
The second one that I currently reconsider is switching my field. Well, there is a possibility that I might have to switch into IT field. Instead of hanging on to something that doesn't really make me happy, I am going to have to find another courses and eventually apply for some junior positions.
The third one would be time management and my minimalist lifestyle. I have been a minimalist for a while before it got the traction like today. That lifestyle has helped me fix my relationship with things. But as I got home, I feel like my non-minimalistic mom has caused me to be a bit of a hoarder. Which is why right now I kind of have trouble with packing since I have so many things in this house that I've purchased in about 5 months.
I don't know when I will go back here so, I am just going to bring some of the things that I cherish the most while living with my mom. I think it's also a good time for me to collect all the PC parts and send them home so I can have more reasons to go back there.
Anyway, it's like only a couple of months but I feel like it has been years since I am here. So, once again here's to new adventures!
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