Dealing with complications and contradictions
Smiling for compliments
Still wearing cheerful mask
Pretending to be "okay"
Bounded with restrictions and orthodoxity
Still telling innerself to be positive !
Everything will be okay
Taking down the frustrations on others
Leading to heartbreaks !
Mind revolving over anger depressions and stress
Asking self to lend one peaceful day
Inner voice screaming aloud "can I just go back and fix everything"
Also breathe calmly and relieving all inner tensions atleast for once
Running in search of one happy time
And those pondering happiness which exists within us
Fetching all those bygone moments back and forth !
Even after knowing the existence of ourselves is just temporary
