What If
If he truly believed in angels
they would appear, I said in a dream
(of whom I spoke I can’t recall)
Then I remember disintegrating
into hot tears as I realized
that I also spoke of myself
And in that wild, greedy moment
I challenged an angel to appear
as I cowered in a darkened closet
Full of longing and terror, I endured
the suspense of that great What If
—relieved the angel did not answer.
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