It often happens to me that not only bright positive periods in my life, but also difficult times are deposited in my memory. I remember well in what space I was in last fall. Then there was no money and in this regard, various difficulties arose.
But the negative period that I experienced in the middle of summer, I would not like to remember.
Although time will pass and I will also warmly remember it as a certain stage of life.
The fact is that these periods are very different from each other.
Last fall, I was just in a spiritual extreme in space.
And this summer I fell into despondency, which is sin, and to spirituality is irrelevant.
In the fall I liked my inner state, and this summer I didn’t like anything.
But even this "anything" I will still remember. Even such a life experience is very useful - after all, I learned useful lessons from it, that isn't this the main thing?
Now the time has come when I'm photographically hungry.
After all, I missed so much time without filming anything.
And now I want everything at once. I want a street, I want night courtyards, I want yellow autumn and gray graphics.
But everything will be in order or in balance.
The most important thing: I want to find a new topic for a project, even a very small one.
But this does not fall under the rule: he who seeks finds.
Everything here works as spontaneously as possible, when you don't expect it. So I want to, but I don't wait.