Today, I felt sometimes life gets very difficult indeed. No matter how much you struggle, things don't seem to get better. This is the moment to keep going no matter the circumstances you are going through. This morning when my darling told me to wake up I felt like I didn't want to fight any more, but he always find the words to convince me to keep on. It was 5 o'clock in the morning and the cardiologist had to check me up my heart to see if I had good conditions to abide a surgery .
My mornings start too early because I have to prepare breakfast to take with us, and I have to apply my insuline before living home. All my doctors work in another city because in the town where I live there are no good health specialists. You have to travel some distance to get the best medical assistance, and it gets tiring not because of the trip, but because of the waiting to be seen by them.
When we got to the place it was still dark and the doctors haven't arrived yet. There were some people already there, but we have to wait for the staff to arrive. We waited 2 hours for the cardiologist and he didn't appear. We phoned him and he said that he was sick. So, we decided to ask for someone else to get the cardiovascular evaluation. Impressed by the price of the cardiologist we found, we decided to leave the place and go to another clinic in search of better prices.
We got to the new clinic at 8 o' clock morning and with better luck. The place was full of people waiting to be seen by doctors and full of workers. We didn't know much about this place so, we have to ask for a cardiologist and we found many but they were all full of patients. We queued for 2, but at the end we have to look for another one because they had too many patients and I was tired of waiting. We found one at 3 0'clock pm. We could paid the evaluation and with the nice news that I was ok, and my heart was going to behave well in the surgery. We left the clinic at 4 pm tired and very hungry. It was raining and we had to wait until we could go to the car
We couldn't buy a meal in a restaurant because they are too costy. We decided to go back to our town and visit the bakery to see what we could buy. I was very angry because of all the waiting, but my husband is always happy, I complained all the way back. My diet is very strict, but this time I told my husband I was going to eat a pizza, after all my heart was functioning well. I was behaving like a little girl.
We decided for a pizza which was cheap and it seemed to be good. The pizza was cut in 8 pieces, but I only ate 2. The pizza made me sick because I had a long time without eating that kind of food. My husband ate the rest and he was happy to do it. When we got home our family were worried because we took too long. Our cells phone were discharged. We couldn't phone them to tell about us. My family worry a lot about me because they know I am very sick. Next time I hope to be in a better mood to receive blessings. To be gratefull for the bad and the good is important, it makes your life easier. Next time I will smile.
All my photos were taken with my Redmi 7
